learn to think before you speak.

i must have missed this life lesson, because my fat mouth gets me in more trouble than i dare speak of.

i'm so bad at controlling my words when things get out of hand.

i become the biggest asshole on the planet, and say things i regret.

i hurt people when they don't deserve to be hurt.

i say things like i mean them, even when i don't. 

i do exactly what i criticize so many people for. 

i become a blind hypocrite, unable to see the ridiculous things spewing forth from my retarded brain, spitting contradictions like acid. 

there aren't many people i can't live without, but you're one of them. 

i'm sorry. really. i doubt you'll read this, but i'm saying it anyway. 

i love you.